我的三千烦恼丝的世界！！

忍命吧!!!

2011-03-17T14:16:00.001+08:00

我什么都不要了啦。。。。

真想不通我头脑怎么一回事。。。。

若世上没有我不就好咯！！

说精彩，我突然不觉得我的生活又那么的精彩。。。

说开心，我一时之间也不觉得我活得有多开心。。。

说到不开心，一箩筐。。。说不上也不想说。。。。

谈到家，以前总是很开心，很骄傲。。。现在觉得我是累赘。。。

说到未来，还是现实已点，不要做假设性的幻想。。。

说到梦想，霎那间觉得这是属于对未来，对生命感觉到活力的人的权利。。。。

若说的累了，不敢说我第一名，到处都挺的到人家说累。。。怎么比，不行比，每个人累得东西部一样嘛！！但我累得实。。。我这条命啦。。。。

够了，真的不偏你，累了，真的，25岁。。。人家说还有很多事情，很多明天，等着人去闯。。但是，每天也不过如此。。。。说真的，每天这么努力，为的是什么，我也不知道。。。不能说没有特别的惊喜，但惊喜之后呢？又只不过是这样咯！！！不然怎样，今天过完难道我可以随心所欲的欢歌老爸老妈弟弟妹妹，或是换个国家睡一觉之类？？不行吗。。。

忍命吧。。。不是我选的。。。。是被派来这地方，这国度，这家庭，这排行，我有什么办法？？？？

别拿别人的错误来惩罚自己

2011-02-12T18:19:00.003+08:00

我学会了一件事情。。
我姑姑说。。。的。。。
别拿别人的错误来惩罚自己。。。。。

if tat person dosent bother.. why sld i bother for her...
hai... i really disappoint with that mei mei.. the same RAS as me de....

always late for work.. always dun do her wk properly..
always play FB... always see super junior's video and show...
all during work...
then in the end.. work cant finish.. go home on the dot...

teach her.. say her... no use... i think i no position...
a bit sad la..
cos she a bit similar like hui hui..
so i often like to nag a bit at her..
but she treat as i bothering her!!!!
i hate it la....

so i promise nt to step into her life anymore...

SEE!!!! give up!!!!

earlier on.....

really is idiot leh.... dun learn...
she think company pay her to relax and be late meh..
she say go office is the place she can do anything she want!!!!!
wah lau..
totally idiot..
she still got the cheek to say why pple never work..

wah lau..
she say wat leh.. go to company is to relax.... mornin she dun like to be nag at...
but all the things she do.. is nt the correct way lor..
tell me nt to suan her.. since when i suan her.. all things said is true de..
everyone said the same thing.. its just herself who dun seems to get it....
for example..
eh today you late 1 hr.. later OT 1 hr..
this one suan me...
got one colleague also did this.. she came in late 15min.. she ownself pay back 15min de.....
suan... why dun think why pple suan you leh!!!!
what the hack lor!!!!
自找麻烦的。。。

pesemmistic girl also....
alway do thing that is wrong.. and in the end... blame people..
why ar... gt tis kind of pple de...
dun understand..

but i really fumming!!!!!

on friday this japanese guy came to RAS to pay us $500 for us to do email blast to all RAS members... so my manager ask this mei mei to do to do it... tat japanese came arond 5.30... so after pay he wants us to send out as quick.. his expression i know he is gan jiong abt it liao... so next day which is sat.. is hui shan duty..fri night hui shan got a phone call from her mum to work again..

SO.. i know she rush for work.. so i told her.. i will do up the email template and all then sat she come and do.....

so i did up the email template.. then go home liao ma.. i open my email. and saw the jap email again..

I KNOW this mei mei WILL BE SURE LATE IN THE MORNING ON SAT.. so i just reorganise all the email list.. and then send the email blast out for her at home.. i did the whole thing until 11pm lor..

ok so ... i not very bao wo abt email blast... so i sms her to say tomolo. which is sat.. she go office liao must check if the email was proper.... then sat came liao....

another colleague then sms me at 9.40 to tell me this mei mei haven reach....

i super worried.. cos the email never did proper will DIE!!! so i call her.. 10am.. she pick up and say she sleeping.. She say shit shit shit.. then i say you quickly brush up and go work liao.. cos imp things to do...... ok so I go do my own mkting thinking tat she will rush to office cos is her duties…

then 11.45 I sms her to ask her where she is… no reply. So I ask yit teng and she say hs haven reach.. so I call hs.. she still sleeping.. I was sooooooooooooooo angry and I just say never mind and hang up….

I mean I not purposely… BUT I really angry…

Work suppose to be hers… I guess she will work very tired and be late a bit next day.. so I think I do for her.. she just go and check.. SHE TAKE IT FOR GRANTED.. and sleep at home.. wake up her and she continue… U say angry or not….. pple pay for this email blast leh.. he say must go out at least by sat morn….. u guess.. if I wait for shan…. Till nw or till mon?? that Japanese I promise, he will scream at manager lor...

and.. wah lau... boiling...... all this conversation i will remember for life... there's an idiot i try to be nice with.. in the end... 好心被狗咬。。狼心当狗肺。。all the office de pple dun like her also de.. i mean her wking pattern la...

the secretary and manager often ask me abt her this and that.. i always try to cover her up... i cant bring myself to get her into trouble.. though is true.. wah lau....

ANYONE CAN TELL ME WAHT TO DO!!!! FED UP..

but in the end.. all ended.. i say i dun care will do... shut up in future... hai!!! hope i can do it.. and wont feel bad abt it..... she happy she keep it up lor.. lucky she work here... if she wk somewhere...she definitely die de.....

I WONT CARE LA... oh 老天爷。。请赐我力量。。。。。

then the other mei mei... i call mei mei B k..... the one i angry with is mei mei A....

A sure go tell B.... bt i also gt tell B i angry la...

things B go judge herself la....

if she also ding dong with A....

then i find a way to move back inside the office la...

i think i better mix with pple inside.... politics better than i die from anger...

!@)(#@(&(^#!&%^&#)(!

2011-01-18T11:34:00.001+08:00

Die la....
Die ar...

i now 80kg la!!!

the world is toppling...
die ar..

i yu yan shi jie mo ri is today!!!

被诅咒的一月一日

2011-01-03T08:37:00.002+08:00

12月29日 - 大伯去世。最欣慰的是他可算是安详的走。。。
12月30日 - 办funeral的第一天。。。。
12月31日 - 办丧事的第二天。。。。所有的冥纸都给烧了。
1月1日 - 出殡了。。。好多人。。。王家共有6代。大伯整家就有5代了。。。礼俗好多好长。。。好久。。。那些咚咚的声音，显得非常的平静。。。若是别人家的，我早就嫌很吵了。。。但奇怪的是，大伯家的子孙，好像不太搞得清楚状况，全都笑嘻嘻的。。真不明。。。。到了mandai。。。。看着。。看着。。。念着。。就这样。。。。

人生就这样。。。全走完了。。。就这样。。我一直在我爸旁边，这么念着。。就这样，没了，走完了。。。

我婆婆。。。努了的想要继续活着，很努力的对抗病魔。。。。为了一口气，用尽全身的力气，努力的撑着。。世界上却有人，为了芝麻绿豆的小事，自感堕落。。。我的天啊。。。。。

不好受啦。。。

2009年于2010年的1月1日都对我们来说是不大好的开始。。。
2011年的12月31日，我一定，已回到家就睡到，2011年的1月2日。。。。
不管！！！！

Hmm... Anyway!!!

2010-12-29T08:36:00.003+08:00

好浪漫哦！
今早又看到一对老夫妻吧！
过马路时，老公公马上牵起老婆婆的手。。
慢慢地过马路。
好温馨的画面！！！！

Hmm... Anyway!!!
我大伯！！！
昨天的凌晨过世了。。
虽然对他没什么印象。。。
但是总记得，他带着那么一幅厚厚的眼镜。。。
听不太清楚，所以大家都是对他说话大大声的。。。。
算是安详走的！！！

同姓的。。。。
难免有一点伤心！！！

2010-12-23T09:42:00.002+08:00

我不喜欢....
早上搭地铁的时候..
别人的屁股...
一直撞到我…
好讨厌 …

因为…

不舒服!!!!!

Breadiie???Beardiiee!!! Gone!!!!

2010-12-21T11:06:00.002+08:00

So sad.....
Hmm....
Mr Breadiie gone liao la...
No more working there...
Ha yup...
there is such a cool place...
Cool cemetry as i explained....

Gone? Not a big surprise..
as he hint liao....
"It will be his turn not long after me!!!"

Last day is Xmas eve.. ha!!!!

Hmm... asking him why and if he found a new job..

BUT think some pple too busy to answer me...
OR... dosent even wanna entertain me la..

Hmm... sad!!!

HAVEN ADD HIM IN FACEBOOK..
scarely he dun wanna add me..
i pai seh lor!!!!

FAMILY VIOLENCE!!!! Sad!!!

2010-12-17T10:16:00.004+08:00

I am really hitting the roof top already.. I really wanna share these with your!!! Angry… hurt.. sad.. emo…. Being “gan ran” by it lor!!!

Oh dear!!
I have got this colleague, a mei mei who is really a kind soul…
She very caring very innocent, blur little 20 yr old girl..
Who really can say is really kind hearted nature and good person..
Till really stupid lor..

She is facing real domestic violence..
Bother elder sister love hitting her and hurting her and threatening her and smashing her..
Always got hurt and hit and kick by them..
Surf erring injuries back to face to head to leg..
Guess what… when her eldest sister ask her to go and die.. to go jump off.. to go suicide..
Her mum sits down there. No expression….
Whatever..
U name it.. She has been through..

So what we can do .. only listen to her..
So we offer solutions like maybe saying back… or try to stop..
Or try hit back a bit la…
All no use.. She say she no strength too..
She say nvm.. dun need.. She dun wants to get things worst..
Ha but this is the main reason things really got worst….

If u go online and check out what is family violence..
All she been through le..
Typical case… I worked there before.. I know.. I understand..
Ha.. Dear.. Cry also…. Cos so sad….
But she say dun want go for PPO.. Personal Protection Order…
She just not wants to hurt her family..
See!!!
But instead..
All other family member finding ways to torture her…

Lucky she got a good good friend..
But one thing..
Both her sister CUTE!!!!
Always say friend is shit.. no use….
Always say the mei mei’s friend is stupid. Always say wanna meet us to “TAN BAN”…
Wah.. wat face she use to talk to me..
Come lor..
See how I can splash u lor..
Eh dun forget..
Me big sister also leh..
As If you act aah lian I scare you..
Try me..
Ha ha!!!!

I mean domestic problem..
Trying to control mei mei…wanting her to lead the life they perceive is the best. Keep threatening her.. guess what.. they ever pack all mei mei’s stuff into luggage and throw her out of the door… but wat can a 18 year old girl go… and the fact is mei mei not willing to leave cos she know her mum will be sad.. dear me.. wat thinking is this.. and this prob is reaching out to friends and colleague too.

Such a problematic family can born such a kind soul out.. those stupid family members really pray hard in their previous life!!!!! To get such a good daughter….

who wants to cry to bed every day.. Who wants to be pain everyday.. who wants to be scold everyday… who wants to lead life seeing the colours pple gave… who.. hai.. I dun know what to say la..
she dun help herself I dun know how to help liao la..I REALLY THINK I AM A GOOD AND FANTASTIC SISTER LEH!!!

Qing san.. ur sister is also good la….
Wee san..u brother is good too…..

We are really the blissful trio!!!!!!!

我不爽！！

2010-12-10T13:12:00.000+08:00

我不爽！！
我不高兴。。。
我要生自己的气。
我真的是。。失败！！！

做了几百年的工了。。。
还只是这样而已。。。
工钱。。少到可怜。。。
读大学。。也没用上。。。。
学到的工作经验和skill。。。也少得可怜。。。

天啊。。。
不要再考验我了嘛。。。。

我想出人头地。。。

怎样。。才能赚多一点工钱。。。。
不够啦。。。

Flower Language - Number of Roses

2010-12-10T13:03:00.000+08:00

A single bloom of red rose: Love at first sight or I still love you
A single rose in any colour: indicates simplicity and gratitude
2 roses: Mutual feelings, deeply in love
3 roses: I love you
6 roses: I wanna be yours
7 roses: I’m infatuated with you
9 roses: Eternal Love. We’ll be together forever
10 roses: You are perfect
11 roses: You are my Treasured One
12 roses: Be mine!
13 roses: Friends forever, secret admirer
15 roses: I’m truly sorry
20 roses: I’m truly sincere towards you
21 roses: I’m devoted to you
24 roses: Forever yours
25 roses: Congratulations
35 roses: I love you with great affection
36 roses: Remembering our romantic times
40 roses: My genuine love for you
50 roses: Unconditional love
99 roses: I will love you all the days of my life
100 roses: Remain devoted till ripe old age
101 roses: I’m completely devoted to you
108 roses: Will you marry me?
365 roses: Can't stop loving you everyday
999 roses: I love you till the end of time

Saw her again!!

2010-12-10T10:27:00.002+08:00

To Tag on 11/4/10, 9.51am de post!!!!

Saw her again!!! And same thing..
Just sit beside me..
diao..
hai...
forget it la..
Maybe she really forget me le..
ha!

good morning!

2010-12-07T09:12:00.002+08:00

After a moody yesterday…
Lucky I have a good morning today….

Walked in with the new accountant which very “arh” with me and the 2 mei mei…
Ha….. Normally morn we will gather to have small chat..
Ha they all say my desk now become DISNEYLAND liao..
Cos all my belonging I bring here…
Ha!!!

Disney bottle la… Bottle of flower la…
My drawing la…
Ha!!!!

Then other pple also gather…
All ask me.. eh those I drew one ar..
I say yeah lor..
Then they say…
Sooooooooooooooooooooo beautiful..
HAPPY leh!!!
They ask me I trace de ar???? -.- …
I say I see and draw free hand la..
But I only like draw “my friend”…
Ha the ang mo boss say why never go dellasa..
I say I dun want..
Ha ha!!!

But was really happy…
Cos they “oh lou” me…..
So happy!!!!!!!!

猜得到是誰嗎？

2010-12-04T09:51:00.000+08:00

有一點神奇。我右邊那麽多嗎？不就是剪個短髮嘛！！真地會因此認不出我來嗎？是故意不認得還是沒有看到我。天啊！弄得我也不好意思打招呼。最可笑的是她看了我一眼，然後轉身坐在我的左手邊。我們曾經真的那麽要好呢。真不敢想，心裏有點酸酸的。連她的咳嗽我都覺得很熟悉。她沒改變很多，髮型海一樣，只是大家都長大了，成熟了。猜得到是誰嗎？

你們兩個瓜！！我不敢想象有一天你們也會看了我一眼，卻不跟我打招呼。更加不敢想象，你們有一天，就坐在我隔壁，但卻不認得我了。

會有這樣一天嗎？

最好只是在夢裏面發生，想想就好。。。

好不??

Giraffe yet not an Animal!!!

2010-11-26T13:23:00.007+08:00

‘Giraffe’ is a tall eye-catcher with glossy black stems, red-edged leaves and stunning flowers! Luminous brilliant gold shading into fiery tips create a display of color worthy of applause.

4 to 5 feet, opens during late June.

Isnt this cute?

2010-11-25T16:08:00.000+08:00

孟子曰：“天降大任于是人也，必先苦其心志，劳其筋骨，饿其体肤，空乏其身，行拂乱其所为，所以动心忍性，曾益其所不能。”

2010-11-24T17:15:00.003+08:00

解释：上天将要降落重大责任在这样的人身上，一定要道先使他的内心痛苦，使他的筋骨劳累，使他经受饥饿，以致肌肤消瘦，使他受贫困之苦，使他做的事颠倒错乱，总不如意，通过那些来使他的内心警觉，使他的性格坚定，增加他不具备的才能。身处逆境之中，不仅仅是“劳其筋骨，饿其体肤”，在肉体上经历与“温室”中不同的体验；更有“苦其心志”，在精神上历经和“顺境”中迥异的磨砺：“空乏其身”，使其无所依；“行拂乱其所为”，使其不知所措，无所适从；这一切的过程将达成一个结果，也是走出逆境的根本途径：“所以动心忍性”，“增益其所不能”，自身的性情、智慧和能力将在这个过程中得到磨炼和提升。这个过程也许只是一瞬，也许将艰难而漫长。身处其间，往往茫然无措，丧失勇气和信心、迷失前进的方向。这个时候，要保持心态的从容，谈何容易；这个时候，保持心态的从容，难能可贵，尤为必要。

What i am to Elen!!! New mei mei colleague!

2010-11-24T11:39:00.001+08:00

搭地铁。。观看人

2010-11-23T09:13:00.000+08:00

搭地铁。。观看人！！！
今天的。。。

第一名：真的有够没品的。明明都已经人人挤得像沙丁鱼了。。都没有多余的缝隙动了。竟然还翻开报纸看。重点是还一直磨擦我的背，朝想踢他的。所以，我就一直拨开，很久之后，不知道是终于看完报纸还是被我拨开的烦了,他就不看报纸了。讨厌虫。然后啊，有人下车，他也不会让步，有人上车，他也不走进车厢中间，像足了一个木头，（但木头可能比他又用!）然后他隔壁的一个女生就客气的和他说，轻移进车厢，他动了动，然后摇摇头，显得很不满。。我的天啊。。有如此不懂事理之人。。。没救了。。。看不起你。。我鄙视你！！！！

第二名：这女的也太有耐性了吧。。情况是这样的。。。。她右手的手掌中央应该是。。大概是。。。长了手柬。。。。她就一直拔。。一直拔。。一直拔。。超级恶心。。。但是没办法。。。动弹不得。。。头根本没办法移。。只好闭上眼。。。天啊。。还好不知怎么转转转。。。我突然转到一个空位子。。就坐下了。。。哈哈。。。好采哟。。。

感慨！！

2010-11-23T09:07:00.001+08:00

别人求我三春雨，我求别人六月霜！！！
世界让人很感慨吧！！！突然听到这一句，很对，很对！！！Bingo!!!

我需要钱！！

2010-11-22T11:54:00.002+08:00

十月和十一月的空白。。。
飞走了的年尾以及可变花红。。。
有够让我头痛的家庭费用。。。（现在才知道老爸养家不容易啊。）
快神经失常了。。。。

电脑又坏了块三个月了。。。。
必需品啦。。。要买了。但是贵到不行。。不好的。。。弟弟警告我别买。。。买了出了事别找他哭。。。。好的我真的没办法啦。。。糟糕！！

天啊天。。。商量商量。让我中个马票如何？？

爸爸说的很对。。少壮不省钱，老大徒伤悲！！！真伤脑筋。。。。
教教我。。。应该怎么办。。。
买电脑不？？？

最想做的事。。。。

2010-11-16T10:36:00.008+08:00

我好想。。。。
真的好想。。。。。
是真的好想。。。。。
十万分的在想。。。。。。

在古埃及的金字塔。与自己最心爱的另一半。。看星空。。。数星星。。。。享受有千万颗星星陪伴的夜空。。。。。天上的星星只为我们而闪耀。。。。。。地下的沙子是我们的保暖棉被。。。。。。。天地间就只有我们的踪影。。。。。。。。我们的呼吸。。。。。。。。。我们的心跳。。。。。。。。。。我们的脉搏。。。。。。。。。。。共同的。。。。。。。。。。。。

如果有人问我。我又多爱你。。我会这么说。。。永远在哪里我不知道。。。。明天会不会到来我不清楚。。。。。以后会在什么地方我说不上来。。。。。。所以我会爱你在每一个今天。。。。。。。和你在一起的每一个今天都是最爱你的。。。。。。。。只有今天是最真实的一种存在。。。。。。。。。珍惜今天才是最实在最惜福的。。。。。。。。。。

以上字句。
纯属个人构想！
如有雷同。
不好意思啦！！

Intern's last day!!! Bernice & Chani

2010-08-31T10:06:00.000+08:00

さいど　きぼう　なし　- No Chance Again!!!

2010-03-24T11:31:00.002+08:00

....
Alamak....
No chance again liao!!!

all those i really want de job..
all not fate to be mine!!!

who can tell me why!!!

alamak...
hope i can keep myself positive more!!!!
dun think too much..
dun worry too much...

someday some job will be mine some time near......

how do i live my life till a bit not the way i want it!!!

erm....
dun know how to express la..
some people just so easy to get job..
some people had to find till dead drop...
some people just had that kind of "life"..
some people just had to struggle for a meal...
some people is just lucky to be able to earn big money..
some people is just not able to just have a shelther...
some people just had the luck to meet a 贵人..
some people just had "it" to be so unlucky.....
some people are able to eat snake while working..
some people just had to slog and slog while working....
some people can just shake leg and life off parent..
some people just had to work so hard just to fend themselve....

i am some of them above..
but i have more i think....

i have my parents..
i have my sibiling...
i have 2 good buddy....
i have lot of friends....
i have 2 hands..
i have 2 legs...
i have myself...
i have my minnie and mickey...
i have happiness..
i have freedom...
i had time to spend...
i have money to spend......
i have dreams...
i have goals...

so why am i still bothering abt life?????
i shouldn't..
i know i dun need to....

like what my dad say....
if its yours, its yours..
if not...... bother much also not yours....

work is have de.. wont be dun have..
its just time not ripe yet.....

Makeover - Camera 2

2009-11-30T23:23:00.000+08:00

Makeover Challenge Camera 2

2009-11-30T14:46:00.000+08:00

Make over - Mich's Camera

2009-11-30T11:02:00.000+08:00

Actually date was on 19 nov 2009 if not wrong.

Makeover Challenge - Camera 3

2009-11-30T10:33:00.013+08:00

I love skies!!!!

2009-11-25T16:11:00.002+08:00

Always had loving for skies....
The blue sky is taken from mediaCorp sky...
At 7.24am...
Ha looked like swallow right..
And 3 of them flew past, but my camera shoot was too slow!!!!

This was taken from my bus stop, it was at 6.27am...

Nice bah..

I tot this looked like some kind of grassland from Africa!!!

Ha so shaggy shaggy like that!!!

Anyway!!!

Got down with Flu and Sore Throat..

Other sympton coming by i suppose...!

Bowling on Sat!!

2009-11-14T09:59:00.006+08:00

Went to qing san de company bowling event..
Saw the 2 little boy boy.. ha ha!!!
yamauchi san no kodomo..
kawaii ne!!!
Have so much fun with the kids.. not the adults k!!! ha ha!!!!

Avia & Sylvia Bdae Celebration

2009-11-10T17:01:00.009+08:00

Think from now on.. i try to write little words liao la..
If i continue to wanna write then post up....
I practically have no time to do so.....
And then..
All my photo cant seems to get blog up!!!

Ho.. the best part is dearest ryan boss car cannot start...
Ha... we all tried to push the car..
So happy that finally we get it moving!!

And.. i think i am crazy once stepped into a KTV BOX!!!
Ha!!!

Misfortune befalling!!!!

2009-11-09T11:41:00.003+08:00

Had not been a very nice month......
So many stuff happen...

My dad's hurt....
My gu zhang being very serious...
Doctor mentioned.....
听天由命。。。。
Oh my.....
doctor say this kind of stuff....

I had send a complain email to NUH.....
see what they will do la!!!!

Sad!!!!
Crying Within!!!

Dad's Birthday 2009

2009-11-09T10:24:00.015+08:00

Wow!!!
Practically eat the whole day...

Aston first.... Cheap and not bad..
Love their cole slaw and mutton!!!!

Then went to Iluma....
Empire state...
One and 1 in singapore..
Similar to New York..
BUT i confirm is NICER AND BETTER!!!!

Ha... Their pizza so BIG AND NICE!!! $12.90 only leh!!!!

Then went to Holiday Inn..
Goss their buffet..
Is like!!!
Cant eat down lor...
I love their Coffee only!!!
Drank 4 cups of them...
And their tempura can eat..
The rest!!!
Wouldnt mentioned!!!
Ha!!!!

My dad was injured!!

2009-11-06T09:12:00.001+08:00

What the hack..
I go back home…
Wanna discuss my dad’s celebration on sat again….
To find my didi not at home ma..
So after I bath..
I ask my mummy where is her son, my bro..
She say…
Go hospital….
I ASKED…. WHAT??? HOSPITAL…. WITH WHO…
She say with dad!!!
I SAY … WHAT? WITH DAD???? FOR WHAT????
She say dad is hurt!!
I ASKED…. SHOCK.. WHAT……. HURT???? WHERE?
She say hand!!!
I ASKED… WHAT … HURT…. HAND…. WHY???
She say dun know.
She say bro just let her know around 7..
Dad didn’t want to tell her also……

What the hack…..
I sms my brother..
They saying heading back le….
So I wait at the door man……

Come back liao..
Shock… big big bandage at the hand…
I asked him what happen la…

Wah…..
He describe the injury as follow…..
Cos working ma.. so he was like pushing some platat dun know how to spell la.. some heavy stuff la..
When this stupid forklife controller push the whole stack of stuff and the stuff wobble and like wanna drop..
So instinctly, never think much my dad go hold..
And the pole beside came squeezing in….
Then the pole and the suff come together with my dad’s finger in the middle..
I ask my bro and dad how is the injury like..
Guess what expression..

My brother ask me go take a hotdog he will do a demo for me..
Idiot…
So the injury you imagine ar..
Is like a sausage or hot dog heating in a oven, and as time pass, it “spilt” and “pi chek”…
Oh goss…
So you can imagine the blood just pour …
My dad say the blood really pour.
U cannt imagine how much blood can come out from just a finger…
He say he can see his whole flesh out lor….
And the boss quickly send him to polyclinic..
Oh mine…
He say that moment he leg wobble and go to the ground..
Whole is spinning and eye black….
But didn faint….
White face somemore…
Everyone got scare lor…

So went to poly clinic..
Which I dun know why..
So the stupid bunch of doctor and nurse give him a bandage to cover…
Then refer him to NUH….

Why of all place.. NUH..
I hate this hospital especially after my gu zhang’s incident..
A hospital with no good doctor and doctor or nurse ettique lor!!!!

Ok so he went in..
From morning till evening then got operation…..
He went in..
Head of Nurse attend to him….
The head of nurse try to open up the bandage and realize the stupid polyclinic nurse didn’t manage it properly…
My dad’s injury flesh was stick to the bandage..
Wow…
My dad was yelling…
Cos he say the biggest pain he got man…..
The head of nurse was commenting and scolding the polyclinic nurse how did the hell they do this to the patient lor..
So he slowly open… my dad did it himself too…
Then the head of nurse, patiently manage the injuries again…
Making my dad feel better..
But got to wait for the operation la….

Then 2nd, round.. preparing for the operation liao.. the other nurse came along..woman..
Just now that one was a guy.. imagine..
So the woman open, then wanna bandage again..
My bro saw that the woman did not do the same as what the head of nurse did..
He asked her..
I tot the head of nurse did put some solution before bandage, you want to apply the solution also…
Wah sack…..the woman nurse maybe wanna hide face, say …
“orh, dun need, temp de”””,,.,

Ok ok la…
Do lor….
Then ar..
Operation wanna begin de time ar,… the doctor started to take off the bandage…
Great deal of pain lor..
Cos… BANDAGE STUCK AND STICK TO THE FLESH AGAIN….
My dad was yelling..
The stupid doctor still can say.. NEVER MIND, IS LIKE THAT DE..
The nurse ask my dad to breadth deep…
Pls la.. which person dun know..
Baby also know breadth deep…
But the thing is…
You bunch of nurse didn’t manage it properly..
Now ADDING PAIN TO PATIENT…
That idiot doctor open the bandage very qing song like that..
My dad say very pain..
He didn’t bother..
Even until the flesh part, that doctor just tear out the bandage…
Goss…
My dad shout..
And what happen..
The flesh was BEING TEARED AGAIN…
BLOOD POUR AGAIN…
For information, blood already stopped one….
….
But when it bleed again, both doctor and helping nurse was shock to see such a deep cut….

Then my dad say, the doctor just say a calm and cold sorry..
As if saying sorry is eating rice like that..
Wah..
See..
Worst story coming…

So to do operation to sew ma….
Ok 2 numb injection in…..
The doctor say he starting..
My dad asked…
Starting ar?
Still very pain leh.. he still can feel pain meaning not numb at all….
The doctor say…
IS LIKE THAT DE.. CAN START DE…
He start one…
My dad yell like crazy……
Then he believe not numb…
So then sorry again la…
He put another numb injection..
Then this time round.. my dad say is numb le…
Story finish…

Oh goss..
If I were there..
I tell you…
My heart and mouth will rule my brain and head lor…
I will complain till dun need pay bill wor….
Receiveing this kind of bad, low standard and no quality treatment….
Cost $1700…..

Stupid bunch of doctor..
They got their cert for knowledge but NO CERT AT ALL FOR SOCIAL MORAL, CONSIDERATION, CARING, KINDNESS AND AS SUCH LOR…..
I tot doctor should be more caring then people, more careful and considerate or even more passion and meticulous and more and more whatever then others de..
In the end…

Oh adding pain to patient..
I thinking how my dad say pain I wanna cry lor..
Stupid doctor, not on his dad’s body ….. he didn’t feel la…..

My dad come back…
Sit on the sofa..
Jelly…
Pale…
I see him..
He say pain…
First time in the world did he like that before….
Cos Is real pain…

Wanna discuss sat outing also dun feel like liao lor…
Wah..
I really wanna smack the doctor….
And nurse..
But the head of nurse really nice la I must say…..

Sad!!!!
My dad now is injured condor man!!!
Cos is right hand….

nonsencical!!!

2009-11-05T08:59:00.003+08:00

i think i becoming more and more nonsence liao..
dun know how to spell la....
people dun understand waht i talking...
ask me repeat i also think i crazy......
then need people to translate for me....
then cant listen properly...
oh goss....
something is eating into me!!!!!

mood no good anyway!!!

EQ .. low? high? or is it character... mine is character!!!!

2009-11-04T22:05:00.003+08:00

Maybe if you happen to highlight my content box...
u will be able to see what i wrote....

My temper is not really good.....
or....
My character is really trouble some...
i heard lot lot..
but i was commented that my EQ is not good..
1st time of the sort....

i take it.. of course.. a comment..
other might look you better than you look yourself..
i tried to ask why.....
but they look at each other..
and give some excuse not to answer..
hee gals..
if really this way.. i take it..
but do tell me why..
so i can reflect and know also..
dun need to be scare i angry or what..
not explaining to me might left me thinking abt it all day long....

can tried to leave comment to let me know how and why can?
i have comment column in here... ha

but if is becos i comment on boss, then to protect, i got the comment..
then i feel not really nice k!!!!

anyway... many mistook what is EQ!!!
Emotional Intelligence (EI) describes the ability, capacity, skill or, in the case of the trait EI model, a self-perceived ability, to identify, assess, and manage the emotions of one's self, of others, and of groups.^{no time to write myself.. just copy from web la....}

not that i want to follow my decision and not to follow gp decision mean my EQ got problem..
gals.....
if this way. i would rather blame it on my character...
sister who known me years.. know that..
i dun want means i dun want..
not that i dun feel your emotion and dun understand your emotion..
but just that this is the way i am..
friend, accept it.... and understand it..

also might because... i have a world that is different or a complex character that i really think that not much people understand..
sometimes on some topic i will try to share why i think like that and why i do that.
and even to extent to try to explain why i am this way....
but if this single and different character let you think that my EQ is bad..
i am real sorry..
not that i didnt care.
but i just think that...
i dun want to force myself to do thing just becos the whole gp does this way....
then if i force myself to do it...
i will be having not a very nice face in total..............
not that i am not aware of the social's network emotion..
i am aware.. thus i try to explain so that i can manage the conter party's feeling as well..
that me...

those who known me years.. knows it....

if one think that they will be paiseh that they might wanna do something..
but i dun want and wish that i do the things together becos they really will fee bad that i am being left out...
dun need...
i dun feel its necessary..
cos in turn it make me think that i am the black sheep to make your do the things another way just to compromise me....
ha....
i am really ok with it de!!!!!

being tan bai.. is one thing for me ba!!!

ha of course... not that i cannot adapt..
just that i dun want to adapt to something which i dun like and dun wish to.
nothing big deal about adapting...
but habit is something that grows within....
of course one can say is just excuse..
but ok no big deal admiting is excuse if that habit is mine....
not adapting to some stuff...
i am not intruding others, i also dun believe not doing that stuff i will let your feel the world is down!!!
if i just do it the way people say i should, that not me...
if i am to adapt... it is to my own discret.... and to my own "eurika" experience to say its time to do so....
if is necessary like working.. i adapt..
or time for a social big public event.. i adapt...
if is to my own discretion.. i decide myself..
not to what other say i should..
this will be gp or social induce!!! its negative...

welcome to comment why i like that de...
also feel free to say i not cooperative.. but this is not EQ low....

like what i share, of course i will need to react and compromise some times...
even though i dun feel like..
but if circumstance i think i should..
i will go with the flow.....
cos i cannot be wet blanket alway..
but if the activity is asking me whether i want or not..
i think i will have the right to ask and enquiry about..
since people are doing so too.. why i cant right..
yeah to see if you are knowledgeable to answer is one thing..
but yeah..
since you ask.... i can question!!!!

but one thing.. sensitivity... i believe i got..
i know tons of people who dun know..
and tons who is not ti liang enough...

but i am sure not to have it when something reach my limit..
and not all people meet my this kind of situation la..
except family member la..
they always see my this side....

ok just a bit dun understand since this is the 1st time i got this comment..
thus do really wish to know why?????

but all humans should learn to be ti liang.. this is difficult...... people with high EQ will have tons of ti liang's ability...
but i do really think is my character!!!! not EQ!!!!

just like how your are like!!!
will always be friend and kagi and colleague....
i accpet your character with both hands!!!!

heee!!!!

just a message across to what i feel...
no harm.. no provoke... no anger!!!!

黑色的

2009-11-02T12:47:00.002+08:00

总之。。。
从不知道哪一天开始。。。。。
我的天空，我的世界，我的眼里，不管闭眼或睁开眼，
都是黑色的。。。

我好累。。。
人生的无奈。。。。
怎么我23岁而已。。
都体验的淋漓尽致了。。。。

败给什么我不知道。。。。
但。。。
人最大的敌人。。
大概是自己吧。。

我真的需要时间想通。。。。。。
乌云天天盖顶。。。。
我快呼吸不过来了。。。。

给我选择。。。
不想当人。。。
真的。。。
蚂蚁不错。。。。！！！

2009-10-28T19:45:00.002+08:00

Cried the moment i step home...
The moment i saw my dad, i cried...
Just cried and cried...
Really tired tired..
so many thing..

i really hope to be an individual..
just an little, wei bu zu dao de individual enough...
having too many stuff to think of and to take on ....
is real tired..

dun like this.
just feeling all thing is not what i think of what it should be...
just feel tired...
real tired....

No words can describe the Pain & Saddness now!!!

2009-10-03T20:16:00.001+08:00

What the hack.....
Mishap is falling once and once on my family!!!
DUn like it at all.....

Coming home...
My mum not looking good...
I sat down to eat my food....
She say....
Got time go see popo!!!
Then i asked..
What happen...
I mean.. suddenly like say this..
meaning got some meaning de ma..
I was back facing her!!!!
Then!!!!
I heard like you know when crying got the "sob sob" sound..
Then i was like asking one more time.....
Then i asked another time...
Then i got a bit fed up la..
Then i say....
Why i asked so many time, you dun want answer me..
Dun answer then never mind lor!!!
Then the "sob sob" sound continue..
Then i turned behind.. Saw her crying!!!
Then i asked..
Anything happen to popo!!!
She just blurted out..
"Same as gu zhang la, relapsed la... dying la..."
Then i was like yeah...
Shock but trying to hid liao!!!

I continue to ask some question ..
But she say..
She dun know...
Is ar gu called her de..
she wanted to ask also.
but ar gu is crying sadly also..
Goss...
My ar gu cry...
Is big big big issue liao lor!!!!
She say Tomolo going hospital....
Then all of us just stare blank into the air liao!!!
so quiet..
so scary...

all the similar stuff happening.....
All at once..
My dad often go visit gu zhang almost everyday liao..
Now is my popo!!!
my mummy just keep mumbling herself saying should do this and that..
Should take care this and that...
Say she wil not be around at home.. she want to go accompany her mum....

Now is like fire burning buttock liao!!!
I scare leh!!!
Not very nice feeling...

I mean!!!
2 relative....
I mean...
yeah....
erm...............
i dun know how to say..
Morning was just talking to senior..
somehow and some what talking till my gu zhang lor..
saying my gu zhang went in hospital...
now in day care...
he now having not good premotion..
might not be too positive..
then she asked if i got went thr that stuff before..
i still say yes!!!
then talk abt my grandpa....
then was saying like what happen..
was sad...
now back home!!!
another attack....
i mean...

My mum very sad will cry only 2 issue....
My grandpa's death..
& we 3 child really make her sad!!!
I a bit scared!!!

Erm!!!!!
I think i talking rubbish here liao!!!

Life is like so weak!!!
Thing which you cant see is playing trick in your body..
And
And...
It just happen so dramatically!!!!
I mean...
So fast like it just happen lor!!!
One news came!!!
Nothing can change...
I mean....
When go visit..
Also like dun know what can be done to help...
I also dun know..
I mean i didnt talk much there..
Cos dun even know what to talk!!!

Then quite some time didnt see my popo also liao..
My mum was just saying like the other cousin still got go see her..
Like we 3 didnt..
I was like........
Quiet.....
Yeah ask me why.........
I dun know how to answer..
No time??? Busy??
All are just excuses thinking from now!!!
But i do talk to her on phone though..

Bu zhi dao la...
Jiu hen luan..
Xin qing bu hao....
Ku lor..
Hai neng zou shen me...!!!
Xin tong de hen de leh!!!
My mother was just saying..
This yeah round. the chinese new year dun need guo le...
I mean..
Everyday is scary now lor!!!!

I dun know la!!!
Dun know!!!!
But crying out does make people feel better!!!!

我的心情

2009-09-04T12:38:00.013+08:00

当你下一次开始攀登一座高山，你发现自己手足无措的时候，

请记住！！！

盼望说:“你能越过那座高山，我真的认为你可以”

爱说：“亲爱的，我和你一起去把那座山！”

力量说：“整装待发，清晨5点起床，我们准备去攀登那座高山，你可以做到！”

温柔说：“休息一会儿吧，你累坏了，明日又是崭新的一天，到时再去攀登吧！”

信心说：“我相信你能够登上那座高山。”

你处于死亡的边缘。曾经以为储存足够的希望，但是随着时间的推移，你的希望已经耗尽，性情低落得处于危险境地。现在的你害怕永远到不了那里，害怕永远无法从山顶看到那激动人心的景色。这是需要紧急开启你信心的地方，是灵魂开始工作，挽救精神的地方。你看，其他的东西失去作用后，信心将会借款一切。

信心捧着你的脸，直视着你的眼睛说：“继续走，孩子！”你这样做了，继续走，迎接了又一个黎明。。。

哭 CRY
“强壮还意味着知道怎么哭。强忍着不哭，对任何人都不是什么好事。别让骄傲阻挡受伤，因为受伤之时要放松你的戒备，让你敞开心扉并保持真实。如果不允许眼泪流出来，让所有的情绪都堵在里面，有一天你会忘记如何去感受，有一天你会崩溃。”
Will do it when I get home later, in my blanket…
懂得哭出来，也未尝不是一件坏事！！！

Sad now..
Dun really wish to talk abt it..
So difficult to find another path down there..
I really need that light lor…
Not for myself..
Really for……………. Important people!!!!

Oh goss…
I am reading this book, called 《谁能在山顶跳舞》，I think I should write down and collate all books I had read before, given my poor memory now!!!

有几行字眼是如此写到的；（看以上的图画。。。。）

但是，有时候，人就是很会忍，但有时，是因为想找个人说话，找个能说话的人也没有。。
所以也只好，自己收着。。。。

有时候，有是有，但不想说。。。
有时候，真的很难，你跟那人说了，但总有个想法。。
总觉得。。。跟那人说也没用，你又不是我，又不了解我在承受的压力。。。

跟那人说，那人也不能做什么。。。
若那人不吭声。。。。
看到不吭声，自己又觉得好像在根木头讲话，说也没用，浪费力气。。
说了，那个人又露出不在乎的脸，你说。。。
真的没有用嘛。。。那我何必说，何必提出来。。
都没人在意呀！！！

是自己这么觉得的。。。
所以我学着不说，少说，反正是自己的灾难，自己的问题，也不需要重复的提醒自己。。。
自己也知道，别人也不想听，就不说，干脆一点。
别人天天听你提起，也会不喜欢，但那人也许不讲部表露，但单单察言观色就看得出那人也不想听，不喜欢啦。。。
那就别做人家讨厌的事情了。。。

总是这么觉得。。

没关系。。。

总劝自己别嫌太多。。。

别在意。。

懂得学会放手。

放轻松。。

我爸说的。。

别急。。。

慢慢来。。。

总会等道。。。

那曙光。。。

是吧。。

应该是。。。。

那就等吧。。

相信我的时间，是有够多的。。。

os: though qq and wee san is my cup... i always pouring into them!!!!

天下父母心！！！

2009-08-26T11:30:00.002+08:00

生病了。。。
好累。。。
眼睛干得要命。
头痛得要命。。
腰酸背痛。。。
喉咙也没好受到哪里去。。。。
天啊。。。真的是老了。。
不知老。。
还有一点。。。不知如何解释了。。。
别问我为什么还来上班。。。。
说了只有摇头而已。。。。。

抬起头。。看了看“前线追踪”。。
提到了。。。这个话题。。。
“小时候，父母都孩子照顾得无微不至，但长大了，孩子却对父母置之不理。。。。”

还好我爸没看到，不然，它的感触是都得不得了。。。

那天。。。。才刚刚跟清清说起过。。。。
因为我爸问过我嘛。。。

当我们是个小宝宝的时候，无论是我们大哭小哭。。
有多大吵大闹，或肚子饿时哭，就连让人受不了的拉跟撒时。。。。。。。。
父母都会无怨无悔的照顾我们，让我们舒舒服服，健健康康，不受到任何的“差错”的成长。。。。

但是，为什么，当我们人的cycle颠倒的时候。。。
我的意思是，当小宝宝长大后，父母渐渐老了的时候。。。
好多好多孩子，都不愿意照顾父母。。。。
就一样嘛。。。
吃饭，或煮饭，甚至买回来。。。。喝水。。。甚至泡茶泡咖啡而已。。
这些而已啊。。。。。
以前小时候，还没学习走路。。。
也是父母不想辛苦的抱着我们嘛！！！
手臂很酸的。。。！！！！

这样问我。。。
你们说。。
我该怎么回答。。。
我告诉他。。
人生嘛。。。就是这样呀。。。
但是我一定会要和你们在一起的啦。。
接着。。
爸说。。。
父母的责任就是疼爱孩子，栽培孩子，让他们一辈子快乐的度过。。
以后我们照顾不照顾他。。。。孝不孝顺。。。。
他不介意。。。只希望我们幸福。。。。。

你说。。我这个老爸。。。。
真的没得嫌。。。。。。
当你每次这么说，我很压力的你知不知道。。。。

别问我为什么。。
但我告诉我爸了。。。
不会让他有机会被我丢下。。也不会让他有机会丢下我。。。。
要你们一辈子跟我。。。。
哈！！！！

七月二十二日二零零九年，阴天

2009-07-22T08:02:00.007+08:00

今天。。这则部落格。。。有一点不同。。

七月二十二日二零零九年，阴天，月食日

今天的部落格，有一位想把心情完全抛进字眼里的播音员。。
就是我。。。。

想点一些歌。。。分享。。。

心情恢复的我。。点给复原的我。。。Everyone is Number 1。。。。。

作曲:陈德建
作词:刘德华,李安修
导演:霍兆基

我的路不是你的路
我的苦不是你的苦
每个人都有潜在的能力
把一切去征服

我的泪不是你的泪
我的痛不是你的痛
一样的天空
不同的光荣
有一样的感动

不需要自怨自艾的惶恐
只需要沉着
只要向前冲
告诉自己天生我才必有用

Everyone is no.1
只要你凡事不问能不能
用一口气交换你一生
要迎接未来不必等

Everyone is no.1
成功的秘诀在你肯不肯
流最热的汗
用最真的心
第一名属于每个人

《　挫折,真的是人生的一部分吗?
跌倒,又真的是成长必须要走的路吗?
以前,我和他们一样现在,我和你一样!
意外,就是在人们和你自己都意想不到下才会发生的!
所以,请不要怪别人,更不要怪自己》

我的手不是你的手
我的口不是你的口
只要一条心
狂风和暴雨
都变成好朋友

不需要自怨自艾的惶恐
只需要沉着
只要向前冲
告诉自己天生我才必有用

Everyone is no.1
只要你凡事不问能不能
用一口气交换你一生
要迎接未来不必等

Everyone is no.1
成功的秘诀在你肯不肯
流最热的汗用最真的心
第一名属于每个人

不害怕路上有多冷直到还有一点余温我也会--努力狂奔!

Everyone is no.1
只要你凡事不问能不能
用一口气交换你一生
要迎接未来不必等

Everyone is no.1
成功的秘诀在你肯不肯
流最热的汗用最真的心
第一名属于每个人

《　以前我和他们一样现在你要和我一样　》

《 OS：平时早上搭车我都不爱听歌。。。但今早。。。异常的开了PSP。。。。当然。。。是干爸的歌啦。。。。》

《我干爸的歌真的是陪伴我走过我成长的日子。。
在他写的每一首歌的歌词里，我都能找到属于或者超级适合或者我也同样认同的心情写照。。。
他写的歌词是那么的真实，那么的有“经历”，那么的纯真。。。。》

复原的我。。。点给受伤的我。。。幸福那么远这么甜。。。。。

歌:刘德华
作曲:刘德华
作词:刘德华

命运是不能改变
又何必再留恋
你慢慢用心去领会
会找到最深的体验

淡淡的生活里面
隐藏着多少痛的危险
别让一天好像过了一年

如果你
有点疲倦
请把双手轻轻搁在我的胸前
那份爱
一闪电
深深穿过你指尖
去温暖你的心田

一双眼
能看世界的表面
却永远看不见
人生的另一边
绽放着一道美丽的光线

一颗心代替一双眼
世界变得真一点
只要相信自己
有爱就有明天
虽然幸福这么远但那么甜

虽然幸福这么远但那么甜

《用的字眼，虽然是人们常常会觉得是很普通，很简单，甚至很腻。。
但是在对的时候，对的状况有人对你说，或听到时，
却是会给你最大的感动，最大的憧憬，最大的动力，最大的体会。。。。。》

《也是这些人们常会忽略或觉得无聊不起眼的字眼，
但你最最最想听到的时候，若听到了，会让你真的好过很多的！！！
告诉你一切都还很美好，前方依然光明，明天依旧艳阳高照。。。。》

现在的我。。。点给你们的歌。。。最好的朋友。。。。.

作曲:金培达
填词:刘德华
编曲:johnny yim

抑压的心在黑暗
发现看见了一张坚定的脸
血染的双手超越爱的极限
让我看到明天
用你的血换我的时间
用你的身体扛起陌生人的可怜
真实的体验
我的家从来没有变
只被毁了放置的空间

当我在最黑暗时候
你是我最好的朋友
为我顾前
为他善后
从不问理由

当世界走到尽头
你还是铁了心留下
不放手
好朋友心心相扣
我愿归于平静的时候
陪你左右

看似终点又回到起点
是你的呼吸弥补了缺陷
谢谢你温暖了人间
会忘了发生那一年
忘不了你出现那一天
未来的路我们一起走

当我在最黑暗时候
你是我最好的朋友
为我顾前
为他善后
从不问理由

当世界走到尽头
你还是铁了心留下
不放手
好朋友心心相扣
我愿归于平静的时候
陪你左右

《若真回答。。。
我真的肯肯肯。。
肯努力。。。。前方会有属于我自己的路。。
着我非常相信。。
深深相信。。。。
但是在伤心，不开心，生气的那一瞬间，
我跟大家一样。。。
都会被伤心，暴躁。。。。冲昏头，乱说话，变成非常不乐观。。。
然后传简讯。。。。。唠叨在写得简讯里。。
然后遇到了你们。。。再继续怨天尤人。。。喊天喊地的。。。
让你们耳朵不能安宁。。。。
但这只是小小的发泄。。。。
适当的发泄。。。。。
而已！！！
我不是故意的。。。
但我提过一次。。。就不会重提了。。。。
让我任性一次吧。。。
不好意思。。。》

《只要睡一下下。。。。
听听以上的歌。。。。
有个朋友。。。能提醒提醒一下。。。》

《一天下来后，能回到温暖的家里。。。
看到最亲的家人。。。
虽然呢。。。。。是。。。。是的。。。。
有一个人呢。。。是对电脑比较有兴趣。。。
有一个呢。。。则是对作业本超级投入。。。
有一个忙着看港剧。。。
有一个忙着吸收天下事（报纸，新闻）。。。。。》

《但是有他们在身边的感觉。。。。。》

《真的好好。。。。》

《最后点播这首歌。。。。。。》

每一次回到家里的心情。。。回家真好。。。。。

唱:刘德华
曲:梁文福
词:刘德华陈富荣

电话不停在吵
老板不停在闹
总逃不开工作表
做完了又来了
怎样也甩不掉

回家感觉真好
别管世俗纷扰
把一整天的面罩
忙和累的大脑
都往热水里泡
让没一颗细胞忘掉烦恼

我的家就是我的城堡
每一砖一瓦用爱创造
家里人的微笑
是我的财宝
等回家才知道自己真的重要

双手能为家人而粗糙
那么荣耀那么骄傲
你为我把饭烧
我为你打扫
啊回家的感觉实在真的太好

七月二十二日二零零九年，阴天，月食日 (II)

2009-07-22T07:56:00.000+08:00

七月二十二日二零零九年，阴天，月食日

一醒来，天空恢恢暗暗的。。。
下起绵绵大雨。。。。
一到公司。。。
天啊。。
电视音量好大哟！！

中国中央电视台直接现场报道。。。
湖北武汉直播现场。。。

哈哈。。。
月食日。。。
Solar Eclipse…

从八点十五分。。。
好多人在观景。。。
在等待月亮不见。。。
九点二十五分。。。
月亮不见了。。。
不见了。。。
被遮住了。。。
大家还倒数。。
现场直播的主持人。。。超级兴奋的。。。
一直在问，看到没有。。。看到没有。。。看到没有。。。
语气十分十分。。跟你讲。。。。
那种超级兴奋。。。的样子。。
加上他们的口音。。。
真的。。。
天啊。。。笑到我们不能自己啊。。

OS：我的天啊。。。。能有多神奇呢。。。就这样嘛。。。几百几千年一次。。。不错啦。。。又不是只有一次而已。。。。不算世纪奇观啦。。。只是要刚好你还在人世，就能瞧见了嘛。。。

这个嘛！！！我又不是好奇宝宝！！！！
（暗笑！！！）

人真的好复杂的呀。。。我很烦很乱。。很麻啊！！！

2009-07-09T13:08:00.003+08:00

Ok very angry…
What a insult to me…
Stupid..
Having some some little quiz or “test” or “mock exam” question to do…
With regards to some working term or say advertising terms la…
So do lor..
What the hack..
Buzy enough liao..
Still need to find time complete it lor..
Cant leave blank lei!!!

So finally finish up..
Then submit to “that person” la….
Then in a while..　谈话如一下列表。。。

Think “that person” flip flip le…
Call “michelle”
I went over and say “yeah”!!!!
“that person” asked me…
“did you do all these yourself”

Me – “yeah”
“that person” – “ or did you copy from somewhere”
Me – “huh, no”
“that person” – “I actually want your to answer in your own words one, but this..”
“that person” – “you sure ar”
Me – “yeah, some of the question I really know how to do one, like the 1st page, cos I got learn in my marketing ma..
Me – “but some of the question like this one and the behind one, I dun really know how to do, like those I put should be de”
“that person” – “really ar”
Me – I nod my head
“that person” – Show that kind of face and mouth.. yeah your know la!!!

Then I go back..
Yeah…..
So what the meaning..
Is it because I use marketing term and words, it means I copy…
So I buy back my certificate la….
Though I DO SLEEP in class..
But I DO STUDY lor!!
Super irritating lor..

As if I answer correct something bad will befall on yeah….
Stupid lor..
Hate it!!

Make the day worst….
Hai!!!

Lookin very actively for jobs…
I dun like myself in finding jobs….
Really poor in finding jobs lor..

Companies I found and work at is BIG..
But SO WHAT…
WHAT’S THE USE OF BEING BIG…
I cant even fend a nice job for myself…
Hai..
Too native in finding job last time..
Thinking big companies means good..
People say what, I hear nice, I agree…
In the end… ganna lie to by HR people…

What the……………
Work for 3 years..
1500 to 1800 only!!!
Ha.. degree some more..
Say out..
Laugh of people’s head lor!!!!

Poly gathering…
All update..
Ha.. me the lagging behind..
But most important is…
My pay dosent justify my qualification.
My job rank dosent justify my experience…
Yeah!!!
Thanks!!! And I keep thinking too much on leaving issue…

Depression on the way….
If I continue thinking too much….
Hack care..
Find a good job, and leave..
At least getting a salary that justify my qualification..
Which means might be 600 to 700 more..
This means a lot k k!!!

One friend work 2 years, already 2500..
The other just graduate from degree, ha 1st job already 2500..
So job experience might means nothing…

Never mind.. some say is luck…
So what is luck…
Can study? Can collect? Can see? Can know where is it? Can donate?
People say my sister is lucky.. I say it too.. can donate or not!!!
I think I might need!!
Though I dun believe luck!!!!

人定胜天。。。。。只是。。。
天时地利仁合。。。刚好遇不上。。。
命运掌握在自己手里。。。我相信。。。
只是我承认。。。常常做错决定。。。
我的败笔。。。是我常常不懂得放手。。。
想要爆发。。但又不舍。。。想要“”。。。但却常算了比较好。。。
有些东西。。不值得，就不要去计较。。。
那僧人说的。。现在我懂得。。。
心胸真的要放阔一点。。。
不值得的，不要去在意，不要去计较。。。
退一步，或听了就算，会让自己包括事情包括情况，简单一点，人也豁达一点。。。。
有些事情，话题，也不用非要去争吵，去想说到赢为止。。
也不用一定要别人认同你的什么和什么。。。
只会让事情复杂，让情况成为僵局，让感情有疙瘩。。。。
看得开一点点。。。
他们要说的是你不想听的。。。
听过就算，别在意。。。
他们要说的若是不合你意的。。。。
就要学习去拿捏情况，是他们无心的。。。说着好玩的。。。还是。。。。
当然可以不开心啦，不爽啦。。
那沉默一下下。。。
或安静一下下。。。
总之不值得你去爆发，不值得去生气，不值得去强辩，不值得去闹变扭，不值得去反驳。。。
就不要。。。。
也要去想想，为什么会这样说你。。。
检讨一下，也不会少自己一些什么。。。
有时候，自己在意别人说的哪一些话，或什么的，
往往是自己自寻烦恼的，或者说，是自己把那些话听得太重了。。。
反而让自己去怀疑自己到底是不是人家所说的这样。。。
但那个说的人，可能是无心说说而已。。。也可能只是不经意的说了一下而已。。。他们也没把你想成这样。。。
但最近，我常跟我爸爸说。。。
现在的我。。。
觉得最最最为重要的。。。
是学习如何观察别人的一切，懂得察言观色。。。
了解一个人。。
不是什么都要从他嘴巴里知道关于他的一切，关于他的习惯习性，或他的喜好或什么的。。。
也不是什么都要从第三个人的嘴巴里了解到的。。。
学会察言观色，从不同角度去发觉那个人，了解末个人，比从那个人口中或第三者口中了解他，来得更熟悉，更真实。。。。
什么都要我跟你讲，我喜欢吃什么，我喜欢怎样，这个那个。。。
那人与人的相处，不用学啦。。用问的就好了，就知道了呀，何必这么麻烦。。。。。。
了解很重要。。。加上沟通。。。。体谅。。。
人真的好复杂的呀。。。

另外一点。。是要懂得appreciate。。。。。
真的重要。。。
不知道啦。。。
至少我。。。
是我。。。。
我觉得重要。。。。
心领。。。
对他人的一种尊重。。。
是对“他人送／给／给予／。。。”你的一些“东西／礼物／奖励。。。”的一种表达吧。。。
不知道啦。。。
看不懂不要紧。。。

写下。。
是为了提醒自己而已。。
最近。。头脑有些许问题。。。
！！！！！

dimsum excel

2009-07-02T12:29:00.000+08:00

Finally got time to meet qq to come her le...
next time will pull wee san here...
love the dim sum here!!!
so nice i think..
better than lot of place...

Excelsior Hotel.....
River something... something de!!!
forget..
ask me i will tell u how to go la!!!!

This one not that nice de!!!

Dun like got peanut!!

Yew!!!

Love their har gow most most most!!!!

Most nice ever de!!!

always took lot lot!!!

This is the ever dim sum dish for me!!!

be it stew, or steam or cook soup...

I love chicken feet!!

Dun ask me why!!

hai.. must mention this whenever i say excelsior..
last time, beside this restaurant have a korean AWON BBQ RESTAURANT de!!!
now close down le.. so sad.. cos is also realli nice!!! hee
PITY!!!

2009-06-09T12:15:00.001+08:00

Ha …
Very busi…

I think next week can use up the whole week to do up my bloggin..

To blog up every single blog entries which I miss out!!!!

Ha so wait for those pictures ba!!!

But seems to be busy too!!!

15/6 – Farm trip Cum volunteering painting of HDB flats for poorer people (salvation army’s volunteery work)
16/6 – HCA volunteering to accompany elderliers…
17/6 – Department going out to have fun!!!! Furama Lunch buffets cum Settlers café!!!! Without someone u know!!!

Ha … wah so pack ar!!!
Ha!!! hai.. but…

Should leave time for my jap too!!!

!!!!?????

2009-06-05T20:24:00.005+08:00

为了“吃饭”。。

2009-06-03T12:56:00.001+08:00

Ha lots of stuff to tell u 2..
But ha, dun knows; just say what I also dun knows…
Can see qq every week for study, wanna so call share, but ultimatedly can only say, “qq, I really very tired”
Ha!!!
Not dun want to say, is dun know how to say, ha!!!
Wanna to assemble and say..
In the end still, “qq, I very very tired….”

Ha wanna tell wee san too, but dun meet that often ma, but I can predict la,
I also say “wee san, I very very tired!!!”

Ha just all these lor..
Ha…
How to say!!! Difficult leh!!!

I really no time to update any entries..
I very very tired not physically..
But really psycologically and internally..
1st time realizes what is called “STRESS”…
Uhm, um!!!!

This is one that i never encounter in my life before..
Every night, i just realize the happy go lucky me is not around anymore..
Look into the mirror..
i saw a ghost instead...

ha!!! Dun ask me why, i cant figure out myself...
i already start to forget how to smile when i wake up in the morning....
I also start to forget, how it was so nice just to look out of my window..

So, borrow quite a lot of books to read…
To immerse myself in reading…
Ho ho!!
Reading does help me distress and relax …
Ha more than sleeping does!!!

Talked to my dad long long yesterday night too!!!
I told him..
Life is the same everyday for everyone…
Wake up, brush teeth, breakfast, work, lunch, Overtime, home, sleep..
I refer to those that is basic la.. Excluding shopping and entertainment la!!!
Then I told him, the only difference is that..

Some people can do those repeated action as if they are new everyday..
While some people just nag all the way for these repeated actions done!!!

In simpler words, some people knows how to find life, find meaning and find worth in doing things that they need to do in their everyday life,
While some people dun, they only nag, complain and be fussy about doing those!!!

That is why the people are happy everyday… and the latter people, are not so!!!

I told him, last time I am the 1st category de…
I really wake up finding life happy, and the 1st thing is to smile when wake up, doing stuff as if I am learning new things…

Ha no more now!!!
Something told me that there is stuff I must do it…
Then I must do it not just for myself, but for some other reason..
And the reason is very important to me…
So important to me that I feel, even if not happy, I must still do..
Cos if I dun do, I know it will bother me muchie….
And when it bother me muchie, I dun like it.
I told him, how I wish I was born into the 1910s………….
Ha…..

He told me, everyone need to find something to achieve in their lifetime..
I asked him what?
He says!!! Most imp to him now, is that his whole family have shelter, have full meals and live together happily till we are on our own!!!
Ha!!!
Me!!! Easy!!!
Let my sister study finish her poly, my didi faster finishes his army, then faster all 3 of us can work outside successfully, then dad and mum can retire officially and live freely…
Then my grand mum to be long life and healthy….
Ha…..
Very greedy hor…
Ha… but actual ability to achieve and wish to achieve, is how muchie gap..
I dun know!! Cant answer at all!!!

I told my dad also!!!
与其说人活着是为了将来，不如说人活着是因为经历了过去。

But most imp..
I know something..
My god dad have a movie, long time ago..
Dun think muchie people see it…
雷洛探长…
He asked his wife!!!
你知道人这辈子忙忙碌碌是为了什么吗？
为了“吃饭”。。
Then the movie ends!!!!!

Ha, its leave me a deep deep impression!!!
Ha true or not…
Up to you to bah!!!!
But deep down inside…
Think about ur whole life till now!!!
Ha..

ISNT IT!!!!!

2009-05-14T17:00:00.002+08:00

Really long time never blog too!!!
tot would be nice things i am going to blog...

BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT

I tell you!!!
and tell myself!!!

I REALLY FEEL LIKE

MURDER SOMEONE
KILL SOMEONE
HIT SOMEONE
BASH UP SOMEONE
STRANGLE SOMEONE
POKE SOMEONE
SCOLD SOMEONE
SET FIRE ON THAT SOMEONE
GIVE THAT SOMEONE ONE TIGHT SIGNIFICANT SLAP
MAKE THAT SOMEONE MUTE

Then at last!!!

TO CRY MYSELF OUT UNDER MY MINNIE BLANKET!!!

Then what to do!!!

Another day!!!

Another day to do what!!

TO GO TO WORK la!!!!

IF NOT WHAT!!!!

$$$ DROP DOWN FROM SKY FOR ME AR!!!

OR SOMEONE WILL TAKE PITY ON ME!!!!

Ha no lor!!

NO USE DE LOR!!!

WHAT THE!!!!

ANGRY ALSO NO USE!!!

That stupid book i read!!!!

Dun angry leh!!! Strive leh!!!

The author's head wor!!!

I can be "" BUT what the use!!!

If similar things just keep falling on my head!!!

ai ya!!!!

DUN CARE LA!!!

IDIOT!! JUST NEED SOME PLACE TO VENT ANGER LA!!

IF NOT WILL BLOAT AND BURST LIKE A FROG AR!!!!

Opportunity cost is high and expensive

2009-05-07T09:53:00.001+08:00

I really very busy, buzi till wanna to faint down liao....
Very sickening...

I also know super long time never blog le..
I got super lots of entries haven blog lor!!!
hai!!!!
find one day i free i will do it bah!!!!

1st time in the century i experience such buzi times....

Hate it..
opportunity cost so high and expensive already..
still like this....

Then...
worst..
Carlsberg is STILL MINE!!!!
hai

做得到!!!!

2009-04-22T11:56:00.001+08:00

看我blog久的。。
都知道我喜欢一首歌。。。
是因为它的歌词。。。
这张专辑有几首歌我喜欢的。。。
尤其是这首。。。
称之为最爱。。。

这张专辑已出来。。。
我弟弟“”之后。。。
听了一遍。。
这首歌直接深深的打动我。。。
歌词感动了我。。。

好希望有人能对我唱呢。。

我也到处告诉全世界这首歌好！！！

从此我MP3里面就一直单曲循环这首。。。
知道过了很久，也懒惰去充电。。。。
就没听了。。。

去了李伟松，李思松的乐园演唱会。。。
再一次听到这首歌。。
天啊！！！
超爱的！！！

试着让身边很吵闹
好好想念你的怀抱
某一秒我竟微笑
体会你扬起的嘴角
悲伤的呼唤

也许在跟自己比较
让你哭过是我不好
太自责话都变少
然而你还是最美好
要让你知道

做得到
不管相爱总会有一些低潮
我爱你
就应该对你越来越好

现在只想忽然把你抱得高高
看着你笑我也笑
别自寻烦恼

做得到
你说再苦也要跟我直到老
我说的
每一个承诺会说到做到

感谢你坚强勇敢
让我很骄傲
你所想要的爱我能做得到

也许在跟自己比较
让你哭过是我不好
太自责话都变少
然而你还是最美好
要让你知道

做得到
不管相爱总会有一些低潮
我爱你
就应该对你越来越好

现在只想忽然把你抱得高高
看着你笑我也笑
别自寻烦恼

做得到
你说再苦也要跟我直到老
我说的
每一个承诺会说到做到

感谢你坚强勇敢
让我很骄傲
你所想要的爱我能做得到

原谅我内心交战让你好难过
我能给你的爱没有做不到

またあめだ！！さむい、つかれた、ねたい！！It's raining again, It's raining again, I'm cold, tired & sleepy!!!

2009-04-15T10:29:00.006+08:00

Its raining now!!!!　あめがふているよ！！
So out of the pink!!!

Just suddenly wondering..

How many people in the world are now sitting in their office?
Same position as me….
Same place as me…
@ this similar specific
Cm
M
Altitude
longitude!!!!

Staring at the computer..
Trying very hard to work..
But just dun feel like it!!!

Huh!!!
Probably only me!!!
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm… dun think so!!!
Probably hundreds, thousands, million, billion, zillions!!!!

Orh oh!!!
太扯了！！！

A nice sat to go with!!!! 11 Apr

2009-04-14T12:42:00.005+08:00

Offer to cook this!!!

Ha but i cook this not as nice as i cook the vegetable de!!!

This is the meat with chinese sausage de!!!

Ha mummy cook de more nice a lot!!!

ha!!!

Ha had steamboat at night...

Hee last min i suggested de!!
So mummi went buy la!!

Ha then my cousin came!!
and nana come!!!

ha long time never see her le..

Know more things and know how to say more liao...

Now very noisy ar..
Then get to know she dun like to go school..
Cos she dun like her teacher!!!

ha ha....

As usual when eating..

I gave her the mickey mouse plate, cos she like..

Then she caught sight of my sister's MELODY plate..

she said she wanna that..

ha ha ha....

Then played majiong...
Wow.. win all the way ar!!
IMPROVE le ok!!

My majiong!!!

Ha!!

See the below.... ha

8 Fold ok!!!

ha win lot lot if really count!!

Ha!!!

Chicken set for $14.99++ (Gd friday Treats!!!)

2009-04-14T12:00:00.007+08:00

Ha after doing HCA volunteer work yesterday..

Join my Dad and Didi at NTUC to buy ingredient!!!

Hee had decide few days back wanna cook my western set meal again!!!

Ha ha....

So Good Friday ar!!!

Not bad day to cook!!!

BUT WHEN I GOT BACK HOME!!!

My dad told me my aunt "gugu" will be coming tomolo to cook some "hokkein dishes"

Faint!!

Cos wanna cook for lunchie de!!!

NVM......

hee

Soooooooooooooooooooooooo...

The little grand daughter of her!! i meant my 姑姑 la!!

RAINN.. came ... also.. and WAKE ME UP!!!

Ha she love my room lot lot i think..

Cos my 姑姑 say she keep asking to come my room!!!

As can guess la...

She will keep asking me...

"jie jie this one can give me, that one can bring home or not!!!"

Ha...

Time round...

Wow.....

My house got one corner of shelve is put those Xmas present which my company people gave me...

Didnt open all la...

She took one by one and open!!!

Lucky my wrapping paper not spoilt ar..

If not will cry!!!

ha ha!!!

Very tired to look after 4 year old kind of kids..

Cos they DO KNOW THINGS.. but DUN KNOW LOT OF OTHER THINGS TOO...

I go computer do stuff, she will like hold my hand say come here...

Then follow lor..

This and that... do with her.. really is tired de leh!!!!

ha ha...

FINALLY!!!

around 3 plus, her mummi came and brought her home la!!!

If not... really cannot do anything....

ha!!!

Ok start preparing..

Then cooking!!!

Ha... Guess what is this!!!

Ho ho!!!
Not fries yo!!!

Is Fried Abalone Mushroom!!!

Not bad!!! Ha ha!!!

Spagetthi!!
For bottoming the chicken chop!!!

Ha.... with peas....

Nice leh...

Cos my daddy wants to put PEAS in!!!

Had marinated it the night before with PINEAPPLE JUICE!!!

Hee.... then light "煎" it on my fav saucepan!!!

Ha..... Then took out...

Put 2 slice of pineapple on the aluminium foil..

Then put the darling chicken on top of them!!!

Then glazed with Honey!!!!

And oven baked it long to make it tender & juicy!!!

Aarrange plate first!!!

Since the pasta is ok liao!!!

Ha must use fork.....

To twist and turn it and take up...

Already like in a bun le...

Then put on the plate!!!

Ha!!!

Then the chicken done!!!

Ha put a pineapple on the pasta first!!!!

Then!!!!

Ha put the chicken on top!!!

Yeah!!!

Then the asparagus!!!!

To 点缀!!

Of course to eat also la!! healthy veg!!!

Ho then the 豆苗!!

Also to 点缀 la!!!

Ha finally...
A small cup of nice good YOGHURT!!!
Ha!! Love this brand de!!
Magnolia de Strawberry and Mango !!!
Ho!!!

HCA Volunteer!!!!

2009-04-08T19:29:00.002+08:00

This ah ma... very nice lady..

keep talking to her.. enjoy her story..

her family so good to her lor...

so blissful family..

she also keep thanking us for accompanying her!!!

so fun talking to her too!!!

Ha today went over to HCA to do volunteer work ar..

Meeting zilin, ha but she so happening ar.. but not that late la...

okok ...

so amazed she still can be awake.. yeah!!!!

ha met sylvia then.. and she brought a friend with her..

but slyvia was really sooooooooooooo late lor..

wait till we melting already..

cos the sun was so hot!!!!

hee went in.. breifing was gave..

and then.....

ha ha.. met those elderly people...

so nice folks they are..

layed musical present...

then do lots of for-feet!!!

then everyone was like laughing their hearts out..

got a CNA crew also..yeah making so many shoots..

till i keep looking away from the camera....

ha ha...

so paiseh if seen myself in CNA.... (Worst is yet to come...)

cos later we then know... the crew from MediaCorp of course will be filiming this time de outing...

For "Focus" and "Tuesday report"...

faint.. they say will be finding for people and...

a of course sylvia will "ganna" la..

Cos she dun know how in the end become the MC....

and really her hosting skill was quite good yeah...

so loud and clear and can joke a bit too!!!

Ha so we all push her into the "interview"..

ha she dun go still who wanna go la!!!!

ha who know...

half way ar.. cos we currently that time is serving those folks their lunchie yeah!!!

then someone pull me..

ha ha... yeah dun need guess..

is SYLVIA...

ha towards that camera..

i was like jelly liao lah.....

no lor..

but PULL.. as in PUll a cow!!!

PULL...

then before know anything behind also ganna push!!!!

ha ha...

Then in front of that still camera liao....

asked question!!!

ask me answer....

i was like so hot and nervous lor!!!

hand all got sweat liao..

dun know put where..

but all happen in that thousands of 1 min only!!!!

ha valerie is the producer and then kenneth the camera men!!!

HELP!!!!

she pre-empt me those question first..

as follow..

- 你以前有参加过类似的活动吗

- 你今天得到了什么，有什么收获吗

- 你为什么会乘休假的时候来

- 你以后还会参加吗

dun know is it all these..

a bit all forget liao la...

nervous till like dun know what... ha (in front still laugh at people!!!!!)

but i know i answering rubbish...

after that i dun even know what i answer..

forget almost all liao....

ha but i know..

SURE IS ALL NONSENCE....

She told me will be appearing on focus..

eah will see myself laughing at myself lor...

wrote my name down..

I think appearing on the sub title yeah...

and oh my goss.....

I KNOW I REALLYING TALKING LOT OF RUBBISH..

and also giving lots of ang moh cum chinese ar..

then "la" and "lor" and "leh" all in liao la!!!

faint!!!!

will be next thursday de focus.. on Ch8....

think sld be 10.30pm....

ha ha remember see my stupid look and answers....)

think they will cut and edit lah..

if not really will no face see people liao!!!

Dun think anymore lah...

ha ha... went over for lunchie first....

ate prawn mee without prawn.. ha ha...

Then after that, got a batch of secondary 3 students.....

from woodland ring school who came over also..

as CIP to be volunteer....

they all very shy, but good ar...

think they enjoy and those folks enjoy their performance lor....

ha ha.... beginning they all introduce themselve first..

took quite a bit of time and really make us all laugh...

cos all very shy and when ask them to intro their own dialect..

not much know how to speak..

and when try to speak..

we all laughing..

ha ha.....

then they sang and played passing parcel too...

ha ha.... all enjoy really fun...

then is tea break..

then after that KTV singing session...
Clarence sang, and max ong from that center sang..

so fun..

then is time to leave..

we had a de breif..

and esther and max share with us lot lot abt HCA and their feeling...

and those kind of sharing talk with us...

really let us learn lot abt helping and volunteering...

HOSPISE shouldnt be interpret in negative way of "death" but instead....

sld be interpret positively as "bring happiness to the last step of journey"...

hee and happiness and smile really extend quality and length of life!!!!

HOME SWEET HOME!!!!

That's why i say SmilEs....

2009-04-08T08:47:00.003+08:00

“One moment of happiness” = “幸福の1時” = “こうふくのいちじ” – From Handsome Suit <ハンソム。スト>

看着别人开心的笑，自己也会感觉得到开心！！！

…………………>。<……………
…….@_@....................................
……………………………...:)…………

One moment of happiness….
Will be a forever happy memory containing smiling happiness!!!!!

That’s why I always say!!!
SMILE!!!!!!

我的三千烦恼丝的世界！！

忍命吧!!!

别拿别人的错误来惩罚自己

!@)(#@*(&(*^#!*&%^*&#)(!

被诅咒的一月一日

Hmm... Anyway!!!

Breadiie???Beardiiee!!! Gone!!!!

FAMILY VIOLENCE!!!! Sad!!!

我不爽！！

Flower Language - Number of Roses

Saw her again!!

good morning!

猜得到是誰嗎？

Giraffe yet not an Animal!!!

Isnt this cute?

孟子曰：“天降大任于是人也，必先苦其心志，劳其筋骨，饿其体肤，空乏其身，行拂乱其所为，所以动心忍性，曾益其所不能。”

What i am to Elen!!! New mei mei colleague!

搭地铁。。观看人

感慨！！

我需要钱！！

最想做的事。。。。

Intern's last day!!! Bernice & Chani

さいど きぼう なし - No Chance Again!!!

Makeover - Camera 2

Makeover Challenge Camera 2

Make over - Mich's Camera

Makeover Challenge - Camera 3

I love skies!!!!

Bowling on Sat!!

Avia & Sylvia Bdae Celebration

Misfortune befalling!!!!

Dad's Birthday 2009

My dad was injured!!

nonsencical!!!

EQ .. low? high? or is it character... mine is character!!!!

黑色的

No words can describe the Pain & Saddness now!!!

我的心情

天下父母心！！！

七月二十二日二零零九年，阴天

七月二十二日二零零九年，阴天，月食日 (II)

人真的好复杂的呀。。。我很烦很乱。。很麻啊！！！

dimsum excel

!!!!?????

为了“吃饭”。。

Opportunity cost is high and expensive

做得到!!!!

またあめだ！！さむい、つかれた、ねたい！！It's raining again, It's raining again, I'm cold, tired & sleepy!!!

A nice sat to go with!!!! 11 Apr

Chicken set for $14.99++ (Gd friday Treats!!!)

HCA Volunteer!!!!

That's why i say SmilEs....

!@)(#@(&(^#!&%^&#)(!

さいど　きぼう　なし　- No Chance Again!!!