Ha …
Very busi…

I think next week can use up the whole week to do up my bloggin..

To blog up every single blog entries which I miss out!!!!

Ha so wait for those pictures ba!!!


But seems to be busy too!!!

15/6 – Farm trip Cum volunteering painting of HDB flats for poorer people (salvation army’s volunteery work)
16/6 – HCA volunteering to accompany elderliers…
17/6 – Department going out to have fun!!!! Furama Lunch buffets cum Settlers café!!!! Without someone u know!!!

Ha … wah so pack ar!!!
Ha!!! hai.. but…

Should leave time for my jap too!!!

!!!!?????

为了“吃饭”。。

Ha lots of stuff to tell u 2..
But ha, dun knows; just say what I also dun knows…
Can see qq every week for study, wanna so call share, but ultimatedly can only say, “qq, I really very tired”
Ha!!!
Not dun want to say, is dun know how to say, ha!!!
Wanna to assemble and say..
In the end still, “qq, I very very tired….”

Ha wanna tell wee san too, but dun meet that often ma, but I can predict la,
I also say “wee san, I very very tired!!!”

Ha just all these lor..
Ha…
How to say!!! Difficult leh!!!

I really no time to update any entries..
I very very tired not physically..
But really psycologically and internally..
1st time realizes what is called “STRESS”…
Uhm, um!!!!

This is one that i never encounter in my life before..
Every night, i just realize the happy go lucky me is not around anymore..
Look into the mirror..
i saw a ghost instead...

ha!!! Dun ask me why, i cant figure out myself...
i already start to forget how to smile when i wake up in the morning....
I also start to forget, how it was so nice just to look out of my window..

So, borrow quite a lot of books to read…
To immerse myself in reading…
Ho ho!!
Reading does help me distress and relax …
Ha more than sleeping does!!!


Talked to my dad long long yesterday night too!!!
I told him..
Life is the same everyday for everyone…
Wake up, brush teeth, breakfast, work, lunch, Overtime, home, sleep..
I refer to those that is basic la.. Excluding shopping and entertainment la!!!
Then I told him, the only difference is that..

Some people can do those repeated action as if they are new everyday..
While some people just nag all the way for these repeated actions done!!!

In simpler words, some people knows how to find life, find meaning and find worth in doing things that they need to do in their everyday life,
While some people dun, they only nag, complain and be fussy about doing those!!!

That is why the people are happy everyday… and the latter people, are not so!!!

I told him, last time I am the 1st category de…
I really wake up finding life happy, and the 1st thing is to smile when wake up, doing stuff as if I am learning new things…

Ha no more now!!!
Something told me that there is stuff I must do it…
Then I must do it not just for myself, but for some other reason..
And the reason is very important to me…
So important to me that I feel, even if not happy, I must still do..
Cos if I dun do, I know it will bother me muchie….
And when it bother me muchie, I dun like it.
I told him, how I wish I was born into the 1910s………….
Ha…..

He told me, everyone need to find something to achieve in their lifetime..
I asked him what?
He says!!! Most imp to him now, is that his whole family have shelter, have full meals and live together happily till we are on our own!!!
Ha!!!
Me!!! Easy!!!
Let my sister study finish her poly, my didi faster finishes his army, then faster all 3 of us can work outside successfully, then dad and mum can retire officially and live freely…
Then my grand mum to be long life and healthy….
Ha…..
Very greedy hor…
Ha… but actual ability to achieve and wish to achieve, is how muchie gap..
I dun know!! Cant answer at all!!!

I told my dad also!!!
与其说人活着是为了将来，不如说人活着是因为经历了过去。

But most imp..
I know something..
My god dad have a movie, long time ago..
Dun think muchie people see it…
雷洛探长…
He asked his wife!!!
你知道人这辈子忙忙碌碌是为了什么吗？
为了“吃饭”。。
Then the movie ends!!!!!

Ha, its leave me a deep deep impression!!!
Ha true or not…
Up to you to bah!!!!
But deep down inside…
Think about ur whole life till now!!!
Ha..

ISNT IT!!!!!

Really long time never blog too!!!
tot would be nice things i am going to blog...


BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT


I tell you!!!
and tell myself!!!

I REALLY FEEL LIKE

1. MURDER SOMEONE
2. KILL SOMEONE
3. HIT SOMEONE
4. BASH UP SOMEONE
5. STRANGLE SOMEONE
6. POKE SOMEONE
7. SCOLD SOMEONE
8. SET FIRE ON THAT SOMEONE
9. GIVE THAT SOMEONE ONE TIGHT SIGNIFICANT SLAP
10. MAKE THAT SOMEONE MUTE

Then at last!!!

TO CRY MYSELF OUT UNDER MY MINNIE BLANKET!!!

Then what to do!!!

Another day!!!

Another day to do what!!

TO GO TO WORK la!!!!

IF NOT WHAT!!!!

$$$ DROP DOWN FROM SKY FOR ME AR!!!

OR SOMEONE WILL TAKE PITY ON ME!!!!

Ha no lor!!

NO USE DE LOR!!!

WHAT THE!!!!

ANGRY ALSO NO USE!!!

That stupid book i read!!!!

Dun angry leh!!! Strive leh!!!

The author's head wor!!!

I can be "" BUT what the use!!!

If similar things just keep falling on my head!!!

ai ya!!!!

DUN CARE LA!!!

IDIOT!! JUST NEED SOME PLACE TO VENT ANGER LA!!

IF NOT WILL BLOAT AND BURST LIKE A FROG AR!!!!

Opportunity cost is high and expensive

I really very busy, buzi till wanna to faint down liao....
Very sickening...

I also know super long time never blog le..
I got super lots of entries haven blog lor!!!
hai!!!!
find one day i free i will do it bah!!!!

1st time in the century i experience such buzi times....

Hate it..
opportunity cost so high and expensive already..
still like this....

Then...
worst..
Carlsberg is STILL MINE!!!!
hai

做得到!!!!

看我blog久的。。
都知道我喜欢一首歌。。。
是因为它的歌词。。。
这张专辑有几首歌我喜欢的。。。
尤其是这首。。。
称之为最爱。。。

这张专辑已出来。。。
我弟弟“”之后。。。
听了一遍。。
这首歌直接深深的打动我。。。
歌词感动了我。。。

好希望有人能对我唱呢。。

我也到处告诉全世界这首歌好！！！

从此我MP3里面就一直单曲循环这首。。。
知道过了很久，也懒惰去充电。。。。
就没听了。。。

去了李伟松，李思松的乐园演唱会。。。
再一次听到这首歌。。
天啊！！！
超爱的！！！



试着让身边很吵闹
好好想念你的怀抱
某一秒我竟微笑
体会你扬起的嘴角
悲伤的呼唤

也许在跟自己比较
让你哭过是我不好
太自责话都变少
然而你还是最美好
要让你知道

做得到
不管相爱总会有一些低潮
我爱你
就应该对你越来越好

现在只想忽然把你抱得高高
看着你笑我也笑
别自寻烦恼

做得到
你说再苦也要跟我直到老
我说的
每一个承诺会说到做到

感谢你坚强勇敢
让我很骄傲
你所想要的爱我能做得到

也许在跟自己比较
让你哭过是我不好
太自责话都变少
然而你还是最美好
要让你知道

做得到
不管相爱总会有一些低潮
我爱你
就应该对你越来越好

现在只想忽然把你抱得高高
看着你笑我也笑
别自寻烦恼

做得到
你说再苦也要跟我直到老
我说的
每一个承诺会说到做到

感谢你坚强勇敢
让我很骄傲
你所想要的爱我能做得到

原谅我内心交战让你好难过
我能给你的爱没有做不到

またあめだ！！さむい、つかれた、ねたい！！It's raining again, It's raining again, I'm cold, tired & sleepy!!!

Its raining now!!!!　 あめがふているよ！！
So out of the pink!!!

Just suddenly wondering..

How many people in the world are now sitting in their office?
Same position as me….
Same place as me…
@ this similar specific
Cm
M
Altitude
longitude!!!!

Staring at the computer..
Trying very hard to work..
But just dun feel like it!!!

Huh!!!
Probably only me!!!
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm… dun think so!!!
Probably hundreds, thousands, million, billion, zillions!!!!

Orh oh!!!
太扯了！！！

A nice sat to go with!!!! 11 Apr

Offer to cook this!!!

Ha but i cook this not as nice as i cook the vegetable de!!!

This is the meat with chinese sausage de!!!

Ha mummy cook de more nice a lot!!!

ha!!!

Ha had steamboat at night...

Hee last min i suggested de!!
So mummi went buy la!!

Ha then my cousin came!!
and nana come!!!

ha long time never see her le..

Know more things and know how to say more liao...

Now very noisy ar..
Then get to know she dun like to go school..
Cos she dun like her teacher!!!

ha ha....

As usual when eating..

I gave her the mickey mouse plate, cos she like..

Then she caught sight of my sister's MELODY plate..

she said she wanna that..

ha ha ha....

Then played majiong...
Wow.. win all the way ar!!
IMPROVE le ok!!

My majiong!!!

Ha!!

See the below.... ha

8 Fold ok!!!

ha win lot lot if really count!!

Ha!!!

Chicken set for $14.99++ (Gd friday Treats!!!)

Ha after doing HCA volunteer work yesterday..

Join my Dad and Didi at NTUC to buy ingredient!!!

Hee had decide few days back wanna cook my western set meal again!!!

Ha ha....

So Good Friday ar!!!

Not bad day to cook!!!

BUT WHEN I GOT BACK HOME!!!

My dad told me my aunt "gugu" will be coming tomolo to cook some "hokkein dishes"

Faint!!

Cos wanna cook for lunchie de!!!

NVM......

hee

Soooooooooooooooooooooooo...

The little grand daughter of her!! i meant my 姑姑 la!!

RAINN.. came ... also.. and WAKE ME UP!!!

Ha she love my room lot lot i think..

Cos my 姑姑 say she keep asking to come my room!!!

As can guess la...

She will keep asking me...

"jie jie this one can give me, that one can bring home or not!!!"

Ha...

Time round...

Wow.....

My house got one corner of shelve is put those Xmas present which my company people gave me...

Didnt open all la...

She took one by one and open!!!

Lucky my wrapping paper not spoilt ar..

If not will cry!!!

ha ha!!!

Very tired to look after 4 year old kind of kids..

Cos they DO KNOW THINGS.. but DUN KNOW LOT OF OTHER THINGS TOO...

I go computer do stuff, she will like hold my hand say come here...

Then follow lor..

This and that... do with her.. really is tired de leh!!!!

ha ha...

FINALLY!!!

around 3 plus, her mummi came and brought her home la!!!

If not... really cannot do anything....

ha!!!

Ok start preparing..

Then cooking!!!

Ha... Guess what is this!!!

Ho ho!!!
Not fries yo!!!

Is Fried Abalone Mushroom!!!

Not bad!!! Ha ha!!!

Spagetthi!!
For bottoming the chicken chop!!!

Ha.... with peas....

Nice leh...

Cos my daddy wants to put PEAS in!!!

Had marinated it the night before with PINEAPPLE JUICE!!!

Hee.... then light "煎" it on my fav saucepan!!!

Ha..... Then took out...

Put 2 slice of pineapple on the aluminium foil..

Then put the darling chicken on top of them!!!

Then glazed with Honey!!!!

And oven baked it long to make it tender & juicy!!!

Aarrange plate first!!!

Since the pasta is ok liao!!!

Ha must use fork.....

To twist and turn it and take up...

Already like in a bun le...

Then put on the plate!!!

Ha!!!

Then the chicken done!!!

Ha put a pineapple on the pasta first!!!!

Then!!!!

Ha put the chicken on top!!!

Yeah!!!

Then the asparagus!!!!

To 点缀!!

Of course to eat also la!! healthy veg!!!

Ho then the 豆苗!!

Also to 点缀 la!!!

Ha finally...
A small cup of nice good YOGHURT!!!
Ha!! Love this brand de!!
Magnolia de Strawberry and Mango !!!
Ho!!!

HCA Volunteer!!!!

This ah ma... very nice lady..

keep talking to her.. enjoy her story..

her family so good to her lor...

so blissful family..

she also keep thanking us for accompanying her!!!

so fun talking to her too!!!

Ha today went over to HCA to do volunteer work ar..

Meeting zilin, ha but she so happening ar.. but not that late la...

okok ...

so amazed she still can be awake.. yeah!!!!

ha met sylvia then.. and she brought a friend with her..

but slyvia was really sooooooooooooo late lor..

wait till we melting already..

cos the sun was so hot!!!!

hee went in.. breifing was gave..

and then.....

ha ha.. met those elderly people...

so nice folks they are..

layed musical present...

then do lots of for-feet!!!

then everyone was like laughing their hearts out..

got a CNA crew also..yeah making so many shoots..

till i keep looking away from the camera....

ha ha...

so paiseh if seen myself in CNA.... (Worst is yet to come...)

cos later we then know... the crew from MediaCorp of course will be filiming this time de outing...

For "Focus" and "Tuesday report"...

faint.. they say will be finding for people and...

a of course sylvia will "ganna" la..

Cos she dun know how in the end become the MC....

and really her hosting skill was quite good yeah...

so loud and clear and can joke a bit too!!!

Ha so we all push her into the "interview"..

ha she dun go still who wanna go la!!!!

ha who know...

half way ar.. cos we currently that time is serving those folks their lunchie yeah!!!

then someone pull me..

ha ha... yeah dun need guess..

is SYLVIA...

ha towards that camera..

i was like jelly liao lah.....

no lor..

but PULL.. as in PUll a cow!!!

PULL...

then before know anything behind also ganna push!!!!

ha ha...

Then in front of that still camera liao....

asked question!!!

ask me answer....

i was like so hot and nervous lor!!!

hand all got sweat liao..

dun know put where..

but all happen in that thousands of 1 min only!!!!

ha valerie is the producer and then kenneth the camera men!!!

HELP!!!!

she pre-empt me those question first..

as follow..

- 你以前有参加过类似的活动吗

- 你今天得到了什么，有什么收获吗

- 你为什么会乘休假的时候来

- 你以后还会参加吗

dun know is it all these..

a bit all forget liao la...

nervous till like dun know what... ha (in front still laugh at people!!!!!)

but i know i answering rubbish...

after that i dun even know what i answer..

forget almost all liao....

ha but i know..

SURE IS ALL NONSENCE....

She told me will be appearing on focus..

eah will see myself laughing at myself lor...

wrote my name down..

I think appearing on the sub title yeah...

and oh my goss.....

I KNOW I REALLYING TALKING LOT OF RUBBISH..

and also giving lots of ang moh cum chinese ar..

then "la" and "lor" and "leh" all in liao la!!!

faint!!!!

will be next thursday de focus.. on Ch8....

think sld be 10.30pm....

ha ha remember see my stupid look and answers....)

think they will cut and edit lah..

if not really will no face see people liao!!!

ha

Dun think anymore lah...

ha ha... went over for lunchie first....

ate prawn mee without prawn.. ha ha...

Then after that, got a batch of secondary 3 students.....

from woodland ring school who came over also..

as CIP to be volunteer....

they all very shy, but good ar...

think they enjoy and those folks enjoy their performance lor....

ha ha.... beginning they all introduce themselve first..

took quite a bit of time and really make us all laugh...

cos all very shy and when ask them to intro their own dialect..

not much know how to speak..

and when try to speak..

we all laughing..

ha ha.....

then they sang and played passing parcel too...

ha ha.... all enjoy really fun...

then is tea break..

then after that KTV singing session...
Clarence sang, and max ong from that center sang..

so fun..

then is time to leave..

we had a de breif..

and esther and max share with us lot lot abt HCA and their feeling...

and those kind of sharing talk with us...

really let us learn lot abt helping and volunteering...

HOSPISE shouldnt be interpret in negative way of "death" but instead....

sld be interpret positively as "bring happiness to the last step of journey"...

hee and happiness and smile really extend quality and length of life!!!!

ha

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