What the hack.....Mishap is falling once and once on my family!!!
DUn like it at all.....
Coming home...
My mum not looking good...
I sat down to eat my food....
She say....
Got time go see popo!!!
Then i asked..
What happen...
I mean.. suddenly like say this..
meaning got some meaning de ma..
I was back facing her!!!!
Then!!!!
I heard like you know when crying got the "sob sob" sound..
Then i was like asking one more time.....
Then i asked another time...
Then i got a bit fed up la..
Then i say....
Why i asked so many time, you dun want answer me..
Dun answer then never mind lor!!!
Then the "sob sob" sound continue..Then i turned behind.. Saw her crying!!!
Then i asked..
Anything happen to popo!!!
She just blurted out..
"Same as gu zhang la, relapsed la... dying la..."
Then i was like yeah...
Shock but trying to hid liao!!!
I continue to ask some question ..
But she say..
She dun know...
Is ar gu called her de..
she wanted to ask also.
but ar gu is crying sadly also..
Goss...
My ar gu cry...
Is big big big issue liao lor!!!!
She say Tomolo going hospital....
Then all of us just stare blank into the air liao!!!so quiet..
so scary...
all the similar stuff happening.....
All at once..
My dad often go visit gu zhang almost everyday liao..
Now is my popo!!!
my mummy just keep mumbling herself saying should do this and that..
Should take care this and that...
Say she wil not be around at home.. she want to go accompany her mum....
Now is like fire burning buttock liao!!!
I scare leh!!!
Not very nice feeling...
I mean!!!
2 relative....
I mean...
yeah....
erm...............
i dun know how to say..
Morning was just talking to senior..
somehow and some what talking till my gu zhang lor..
saying my gu zhang went in hospital...
now in day care...
he now having not good premotion..
might not be too positive..
then she asked if i got went thr that stuff before..
i still say yes!!!
then talk abt my grandpa....
then was saying like what happen..
was sad...
now back home!!!
another attack....
i mean...
My mum very sad will cry only 2 issue....
My grandpa's death..
& we 3 child really make her sad!!!
I a bit scared!!!
Erm!!!!!
I think i talking rubbish here liao!!!
Life is like so weak!!!
Thing which you cant see is playing trick in your body..
And
And...
It just happen so dramatically!!!!
I mean...
So fast like it just happen lor!!!
One news came!!!
Nothing can change...
I mean....
When go visit..
Also like dun know what can be done to help...
I also dun know..
I mean i didnt talk much there..
Cos dun even know what to talk!!!
Then quite some time didnt see my popo also liao..
My mum was just saying like the other cousin still got go see her..
Like we 3 didnt..
I was like........
Quiet.....
Yeah ask me why.........
I dun know how to answer..
No time??? Busy??
All are just excuses thinking from now!!!
But i do talk to her on phone though..
Bu zhi dao la...
Jiu hen luan..
Xin qing bu hao....
Ku lor..
Hai neng zou shen me...!!!
Xin tong de hen de leh!!!
My mother was just saying..
This yeah round. the chinese new year dun need guo le...
I mean..
Everyday is scary now lor!!!!
I dun know la!!!
Dun know!!!!
But crying out does make people feel better!!!!
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